While on my way to Los
Angeles today I was thinking about how nice it was to
not have any pressure at the moment. I didn’t
have to hurry to get somewhere, I didn’t have work that I “should” be
doing. All I had to do was read my book
and try to guess what song my iPod was going to play next. It was really nice. Usually I am one of those people who always like
to have a game plan. I don’t like
secrets and my dad loves to tell me that he knows something that I don’t. While I am still working on being able to
relinquish some the control I have over my life and just let it happen, I am
realizing that I may be better at it than I think.
While on the plane I wasn’t thinking about if my bag was
going to make it to the correct carousel, I knew the baggage guys would do
their job and I would have my clothes (and shoes) when I got there. I didn’t worry about if the plane would make
it okay, it’s the Pilots job to worry about that. I find it amusing how calm I can feel when I don’t
have control, while I tend to look for control in my own life.
I wonder what other things could happen if I choose to let
life control me, rather that try to control my life. I wish for you that you can feel the same
feelings that I had today, of just know that everything was going to be
okay.
You have it all & Confidence,
Lyndsay
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